Esty Ess (keylolo) wrote,
Esty Ess

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don't know

I'm mixed up right now. I haven't been answering my phone. I went out with a girl from work and I liked it, but I felt pretty awkward all night. The bartender was cute and seemed nice, though. The kittens are old enough to go now [I think], but I haven't called back either person who wants one. Not because I want to keep them, but because I want to make sure they know how to use the litter box when they go. Also, my phone etiquette sucks. I'm TERRIBLE about calling back. Or answering. Which leads to all sorts of problems.
I kind of feel like I'm ready for a change. There's one more at work who needs to go, and of course I have to do it. I just... I don't know. I'm mixed up. And I feel bad because I've gained weight since I've been back, and I don't like it. I don't want to go to work. There's so much that I don't feel like doing. I'm not unhappy though, I don't think. I just want to take several days all to myself. I want a good solid week off where I can do whatever the hell I want, all day every day. I need to find more friends here too. I dreamt about a few of them. I'm just feeling very "blah" today. I don't want to go to work.
I'm tired of firing people, and I want to make more money. I miss the horses.
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