I kind of feel like I'm ready for a change. There's one more at work who needs to go, and of course I have to do it. I just... I don't know. I'm mixed up. And I feel bad because I've gained weight since I've been back, and I don't like it. I don't want to go to work. There's so much that I don't feel like doing. I'm not unhappy though, I don't think. I just want to take several days all to myself. I want a good solid week off where I can do whatever the hell I want, all day every day. I need to find more friends here too. I dreamt about a few of them. I'm just feeling very "blah" today. I don't want to go to work.
I'm tired of firing people, and I want to make more money. I miss the horses.